Thursday, June 04, 2009
Another big event has happened and that's why I'm blogging again. (Will also use this chance to update on what I've been up to lately.) I won't tell every small detail about what happened here because dude, not my life and not yours parker-nose ('Cept for certain ones who read this XD) so you just get my version of my life.
Sorry if it's boring, but that's just it.
To H, (I suddenly feel so cool using initials |D)
Don't let the thing that happened between you and GR get you down okay? I know you cared for him, but frankly when you talked to me about him, you didn't seem that into him. Not like how a person would feel for a boyfriend (I hesitate to say lover). So I can safely say, let this be another event in your life that shapes your character.
Also, remember something important, BROS BEFORE HOS. (We are bros yes.) OR IF YOU PREFER, boys may come and go, but sisters are forever. XD /CHEESY yes you may brick me. <3
To A,
I can't believe. Really. You have no idea how pissed I am at you now. You may not know the implications of what you did and I see reason in your decision BUT IT STILL FRIGGING HURT MY FEELINGS OKAY.
(Sorry to those who I exploded to about this)
To S & S,
You guys have no idea how much I miss the famiglia. I keep looking around the college campus, seeing all these awesome places we could hang out and have our lunch or just be cool. I want to bring you to the shopping malls here and watch movies with salty popcorn (Ok, maybe not salty popcorn). I want us to complain about the teachers we get, or exclaim how easy this is compared to Singapore (I'm not kidding). I want to discuss travel possibilities to Melbourne or Sydney. I want to experience being only a bike's ride away from each other's houses and the chance of being spontaneous and have picnics at beaches or shiver together in the cold autumn air. But most of all I wanna be able to laugh again like I laughed last time. I missed that.
Obviously it's not gonna happen. But I can't help thinking about it. *shrugs*
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Our Cell Group disbanded last Friday. I feel kinda lost. There were a few tears, but not as much as I expected. XD We talked about everyone's traits and apparently to them, I'm young.
I'm pure in their eyes and I have a lot of growing ahead of me-- not that they're saying I'm immature or anything. Hard to explain. But it made me really happy with myself. (:
So here's a shout out to my Cell Group! I LOVE YOU GUYS! You will always be in my heart, you were like the Pepsi substitute for the Coca Cola of my friends back home and I'll never forget you.
Thank you for making me interested and passionate about faith and God again. Without you guys, I doubt I'd have known God as I do now. (:
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My current friends here in Perth--
It's not that I don't like you. I just don't feel like my true self around you. I often find myself putting on a fake front (I hate how emo this seems but it's the truth) for you guys. I don't think I could ever confide in you guys but hey it's expected, right? We've only known each other for 5 months. (: Still you guys are the best 5 months friends one could ever ask for.
Can't wait for ice-skating!
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Parents and little brother are here for a 10 day vacation! Stayed with them over the long weekend (4 days WHOOOOHOOO) and visited some of Perth's attractions. Awesomeeee! Can't wait to stay with them this weekend~
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It's finally been proven! I really really crave chocolate when I'm friendsick. YES I COINED A WORD. FRIENDSICK. LOL.
Anyways, running out of things to talk about. Tired from the earlier explosion.
I think I'm finally being struck by homesickness and friendsickness all at once. Lol.
Sorry if it's boring, but that's just it.
To H, (I suddenly feel so cool using initials |D)
Don't let the thing that happened between you and GR get you down okay? I know you cared for him, but frankly when you talked to me about him, you didn't seem that into him. Not like how a person would feel for a boyfriend (I hesitate to say lover). So I can safely say, let this be another event in your life that shapes your character.
Also, remember something important, BROS BEFORE HOS. (We are bros yes.) OR IF YOU PREFER, boys may come and go, but sisters are forever. XD /CHEESY yes you may brick me. <3
To A,
I can't believe. Really. You have no idea how pissed I am at you now. You may not know the implications of what you did and I see reason in your decision BUT IT STILL FRIGGING HURT MY FEELINGS OKAY.
(Sorry to those who I exploded to about this)
To S & S,
You guys have no idea how much I miss the famiglia. I keep looking around the college campus, seeing all these awesome places we could hang out and have our lunch or just be cool. I want to bring you to the shopping malls here and watch movies with salty popcorn (Ok, maybe not salty popcorn). I want us to complain about the teachers we get, or exclaim how easy this is compared to Singapore (I'm not kidding). I want to discuss travel possibilities to Melbourne or Sydney. I want to experience being only a bike's ride away from each other's houses and the chance of being spontaneous and have picnics at beaches or shiver together in the cold autumn air. But most of all I wanna be able to laugh again like I laughed last time. I missed that.
Obviously it's not gonna happen. But I can't help thinking about it. *shrugs*
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Our Cell Group disbanded last Friday. I feel kinda lost. There were a few tears, but not as much as I expected. XD We talked about everyone's traits and apparently to them, I'm young.
I'm pure in their eyes and I have a lot of growing ahead of me-- not that they're saying I'm immature or anything. Hard to explain. But it made me really happy with myself. (:
So here's a shout out to my Cell Group! I LOVE YOU GUYS! You will always be in my heart, you were like the Pepsi substitute for the Coca Cola of my friends back home and I'll never forget you.
Thank you for making me interested and passionate about faith and God again. Without you guys, I doubt I'd have known God as I do now. (:
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My current friends here in Perth--
It's not that I don't like you. I just don't feel like my true self around you. I often find myself putting on a fake front (I hate how emo this seems but it's the truth) for you guys. I don't think I could ever confide in you guys but hey it's expected, right? We've only known each other for 5 months. (: Still you guys are the best 5 months friends one could ever ask for.
Can't wait for ice-skating!
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Parents and little brother are here for a 10 day vacation! Stayed with them over the long weekend (4 days WHOOOOHOOO) and visited some of Perth's attractions. Awesomeeee! Can't wait to stay with them this weekend~
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It's finally been proven! I really really crave chocolate when I'm friendsick. YES I COINED A WORD. FRIENDSICK. LOL.
Anyways, running out of things to talk about. Tired from the earlier explosion.
I think I'm finally being struck by homesickness and friendsickness all at once. Lol.
Vital regions invaded at 11:27 PM.
